McKagan recalls Sex Pistol Steve's sober pep talk
Former GNR man was terrified at prospect of playing live without alcohol – but his "hero" got him through it
Duff McKagan recalls how his "hero" Steve Jones helped him through the trauma of playing sober for the first time.
The Sex Pistols icon was a member of McKagan's supergroup Neurotic Outsiders in the 1990s, along with Matt Sorum and Duran Duran's John Taylor. But after getting sober following a near fatal bout of alcohol-induced pancreatitis in 1994, former GNR bassist McKagan was terrified by the prospect of playing live without alcohol.
He tells Esquire: "I spent about eight months thinking, 'Well, I'm going to live, and I'm going to be sober.' I just didn't think I was going to be able to play live when I got sober, I just couldn't equate that.
"Steve Jones and Matt and John Taylor and I started hanging out – Steve more, as he was sober at the time. He's my hero, and we started mountain bike riding. Then I guess it was Shannon Hoon's death – that first concert Neurotic Outsiders did was a benefit show for Shannon's wife."
He continues: "I was terrified to play live, and Steve Jones was like, 'You got this, mate.' And that was really a breakthrough for me, playing that show. At that point, I'd been sober for just over a year and I lost a lot of weight, much of it booze weight.
"I remember walking into that place and people staring at me. The rumour was that I had a facelift, and I was like, 'No, I'm sober.' We went, 'Fuck it, ok,' and for me it was figuring out how to play sober. I really didn't leave Jones' side."
Meanwhile, Blabbermouth reports that McKagan – who has written a number of books, including his latest effort How To Be A Man (And Other Illusions), and also had a regular column with the Seattle Weekly – could write the official Alice In Chains biography.
McKagan says he spoke with AIC's Sean Kinney about the idea recently. He adds: "I'm a proponent of that band, I think it's just a victorious story."